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    Friday, January 9th, 2004
    1:19 am
    lead in water you hold all weight with me.

    and the house smells to clean, like somebody cared too much.its polished. so i dont fit.

    and the trees outside my window look like the trees i stared at in health class. but mine has this gaping hole where something tried to live. the other was too smooth, polished. the branchs reach like they want something that i am not ready to give up.
    so i clinch and grind my teeth, knees hit floor, and hold on to the growing pit in my gut. i get ahold of the sutures tying sinews. the staples are time. and its laced with a name who once said baby was beautiful. its exercised by hearing all the things you have to say, baby hears all.

    baby is all the things i feel to much.
    baby is a war story where all your favorite characters have died.

    baby will never be born. she is my treasure. i keep her safe by the length -of -an -arm.
    and now this pillar_of_salt will hide baby. bc you never knew who her mother was.

    (i will give my new ljname to friends soon)

    Current Mood: peaceful
    Sunday, December 28th, 2003
    10:55 pm
    ~USUAL STUFF~
    What does your name mean? named after my granpa jack king
    How old are you? 18
    do you act you age? 30+9 yr old with potty jokes
    Describe yourself in 4 words: vindictive/loyal/leadcoatedsweetheart/loverof you
    How long does it take you get ready in the morning? 30

    ~SLEEP~
    Do you dream at night? all the time
    Do you remember your dreams? Sometimes
    Describe one. shot up children in halloween suits after they tried to take "territory" from me
    What time do you go to bed usually? 3am
    What time do you wake up normally? 830 for school
    What time do you wake on weekends? 1130.then mom gets mad
    Do you find waking late nice or annoying? sleeping just feels like a waste
    do you sleep with one pillow or two? 1

    ~SCHOOL~
    Do you like school? yes
    Whats ur fave subject? philosophy of war.my major
    Most hated subject? math
    Do you have a fave teacher? that ethics TA.he was hot bc he was so smart
    Ever had a crush on a teacher? above
    Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? math/science

    ~FRIENDS~
    Do you have a best friend? yes
    Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? guy
    Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? yeah and then i dont hang out with them anymore
    Have you ever lied to a friend? yes
    Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? yes bc they werent my friend anymore.sealing the deal

    ~FAMILY~
    Do you like your parents? yes
    Ever run away from home? yes i remember packing up in 3rd grade and then staring through my windows
    Ever thought about it? yes
    Do you have any siblings? no
    Do you feel your parents spoil you? yes
    Do you not get along with any of your family?i dont consider half the blood relations "family"
    Do you have big family get togethers ever? Sometimes for holidays or special occasions.

    ~Sex~
    Ever had sex? yup
    believe that a person shouldn’t have sex before marriage?we are more to our significant others than the chastity we could offer
    When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? so gracefully ripped out at 12
    Did you regret it? he will

    ~Religion~
    Do you have a religion? no
    Do you practice it i.e go to church?religion is not church.churchs are buildings
    Do you believe in God? yes
    Jesus? yes bc noone has changed the course of history more than that one man.he is a safe bet
    Satan? yes
    Heaven? yes
    Hell? yes
    If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? i would be given a match and a watch his house burn. maybe id hold his hand.so he couldnt run away,or let is family out of the closets

    ~Morals~
    Have you ever been drunk? once and i walked into a wall
    stolen? from the school store in 6th grade and i cried
    shoplifted? no
    tried to commit suicide? its a sad day when the rope breaks.you cant even die correctly
    gotten into a fight? yes are they fun
    are you more innocent or guilty? guilty
    Would you date a drug addict? have before.never again
    have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?yes
    Are you racist? yes
    Are you discriminatory to anyone? yes
    Have you been a hypocrite in the past? yes
    Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? open minded means tolerant. i lothe the idea of tolerance bc that means somewhere youve compromised yourself

    ~Media~
    Do you watch tons of tv?no way
    Fav. Tv shows: anything about the bible on THC
    How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? 4
    Do you listen to the radio often?this town blows .no way
    Do you read the newspaper? Times
    Do you read magazines? discovery
    Are you a couch potato? No im pretty active.
    Do you use the internet too much? Yes.
    Last movie you rented? bought blade runner
    Last movie you saw? full metal jacket

    ~Music~
    Whats your fave style of music? indie.eww i hate that word
    Do you play an instrument? yeah
    Whats your fave band? this the mix on right now...smiths.pixes.redhousepainters.cure.shins.ak3.postal service.circletakes.pglass
    Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year. cwvet/outkast/wills mix

    ~Sport~
    Whats your fave sport?gross
    Whats your fave sport to watch?oh sweet lets watch testosterone unfold on the telle
    Do you have a fave team of any sort? the ones that ate eachother
    Do you play a lot of the sport? going to exude testosterone doesnt fit anytime soon
    Sport videos? cheerleading from 3rd grade
    ever won anything for a sport? no. cheerleading doesnt count

    ~perosnality~
    Are you funny or serious? is it funny when im laughing at you?
    Creative or not? yes
    Are you lazy or active? active
    Have you ever been hyperactive? Yea
    Are you a naturally hyperactive person? spastic

    ~Looks~
    Are you happy with the way you look? yes
    What would you change? nothing
    Do you wear makeup regularly? yea
    Do you have a large wardrobe? i dont wear half of it

    ~Money~
    Do you have a job? I used to
    Do you like it? yeah like a pap smear
    Are you a saver or a spender? depends on whose money it is
    Do you work hard or slack off? Work hard
    Have you ever been fired? Nope.
    In trouble at work? self induced
    Made a major mistake? not quitting sooner
    Ever had money stolen from you? no
    Are you always broke? Yes

    ~embarrassing moments~
    Ever snorted drink out your nose? yeah
    Ever giggled like an idiot? all the time
    Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? yes
    Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? yeah and then he did too
    Ever said something really stupid? no
    Ever snorted while laughing? Don’t think so.
    Ever fallen off a bed? not while sleeping
    Ever sleepwalked? yes
    Ever sleeptalked? yeah.didnt i grab you too last weekend?im weird

    ~Thoughts~
    Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? i said i wanted to play knife tag in the library. and then i told luke i wanted to play icepick tag but he didnt get one.
    What do you think about most of the time? what i should be doing.the alternate universe.jen - remember the time i said how funny it would be if i strangled the guy who tried to pick us up on the bus with the pull cord while kissing his head
    Does your mind go blank a lot? always
    What is the mood of your thoughts, generally?amusing
    what did you think of this survey? It killed time
    fave. season? fall.things are dying and i can roll in the orange crunchy filth.
    Friday, December 12th, 2003
    10:41 am
    bored.

    If I were a month I would be: november
    If I were a day of the week I would be: sunday
    If I were a time of day I would be:3am
    If I were a planet I would be: mars
    If I were a sea animal I would be:urchin
    If I were a direction I would be: south
    If I were a piece of furniture I would be:headrest
    If I were a sin I would be: lust
    If I were a historical figure I would be: ghangis khan
    If I were a liquid I would be: wine
    If I were a tree I would be:christmas
    If I were a flower/plant I would be: daisy
    If I were a kind of weather I would be:snowstorm, the kind where you cant feel your limbs and we can kiss until we bleed from chapping lips
    If I were a musical instrument I would be:keyboard
    If I were an animal I would be:cat
    If I were a color I would be:green
    If I were a vegetable I would be: ?
    If I were a sound I would be: metal on metal
    If I were an element I would be: water
    If I were a car I would be: crashed and burning
    If I were a song I would be: debaser, pixes
    If I were a movie I would be directed by:kubric
    If I were a book I would be written by:vonnegut
    If I were a food I would be: cheese,bc you would eat me all the time...
    If I were a place I would be: capri
    If I were a material I would be: steel
    If I were a taste I would be: bitter
    If I were a scent I would be: opium
    If I were a word I would be: you
    If I were an object I would be: jackie king
    If I were a body part I would be:neck
    If I were a facial expression I would be:kill face
    If I were a cartoon character I would be: michaelangelo, party dude
    If I were a shape I would be a:triangle
    If I were a number I would be:1
    Monday, December 8th, 2003
    12:30 am
    the return ticket.aka more days without your face...
    and one day i wont flinch to rip it.tear with it my own skin so you can finally look in. maybe ill see happy tears and the ink stamped saratoga will run, and we will run and find our happy places.
    perhaps they are locked behind bars and behind doll eyes. strapped to chairs and we can be left staring into windows...
    Thursday, November 13th, 2003
    8:52 pm
    you really arent that great.sorry
    6:32 pm
    take on me, take me on.ill be gone
    so aj might come this weekend.im excited.dont know for sure.but almost yes.im hoping.so classes and tests went well.still maintained my 3.89 so im happy.busy for next semester.i might minor in photography. war photography fits well with the majors. i miss my cats.i really want them here.i saw one the other day and obviously it ran but it was the closest thing to my ollie and mayhem around.it was to skinny,but nonetheless a kitty.we are probabaly getting a snake for the room.his name will be micheal from flock of seagulls.and of course it will be friends with timmy the tooth chinchila.i want to be home.i miss my bed and my cats.i even miss the way dad just watched tv and never said anything.i dont miss moms bitch mode.but since im never home it never comes out.home is actually enjoyable.i still want to burn the town.we need a few of those in america,towns where everythings gone.id makeout for hours in there. and have a fucking picnic in my neighbors ashes.play in the remnants of his room and have my boy piss on his old sheets.and i go in for a hair cut sat morning.im scared.but its needed.it wil be really cute.im hoping.well me and ct are heading out.his hair is awesome.we < aj me and ct> should openup a hair place.sooo much fun along with their other inventions.
    almost time for picnics.

    Current Mood: dorky
    Monday, November 10th, 2003
    4:44 pm
    i'll be the grapes fermented, bottled and
    served with the table set in my finest suit
    like a perfect gentleman
    i'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the
    ancient brick where you will sit and
    contemplate your day

    i'll be the waterwings that save you if you
    start drowning in an open tab when your
    judgement's on the brink
    i'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
    albums back as your lying there drifting off
    to sleep...
    i'll be the platform shoes and undo what
    heredity's done to you: you won't have to
    strain to look into my eyes
    i'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped
    straight to the throat with the collar up so
    you won't catch cold

    i want to take you far away from the cynics in this
    town and kiss you on the mouth
    we'll cut our bodies free from the tethers of
    this scene, start a brand new colony
    where everything will change, we'll give
    ourselves new names (identities erased)
    the sun will heat the ground under our bare
    feet in this brand new colony
    everything will change

    Current Mood: loved
    Sunday, November 9th, 2003
    8:17 pm
    jackie loves you aj
    Treatment of Native Americans in the Early Nineteenth Century
    Throughout history the principles of discovery and conquest have been applied in different fashions. Those who discovered and conquered other lands thought they were entitled to them, their riches and their spoils. The conquered people were treated as slaves or banished to other lands, or ordered to assimilate into the society of the conquering people. Most of human history has been the story of conquest or assimilation, but the discovery of America was different. The nineteenth century served as the canvas for the conclusion of the epoch belonging to the Native American tribal nations. The westward expansion of Americans elevated the hostile tensions towards Indian tribes resulting in wars, governmental legislation, and the resettling of tribes to reservations.
    At the conclusion of the American Revolution the fate of the Indian Nation territory was not an issue, simply because early settlements needed the protection of the larger Indian tribes to protect them from threats made by smaller groups whose land the settlers had invaded. Making treaties with the Indians brought a sense of well-being between the white settlers and the Indians.
    Thomas Jefferson’s philosophy was to integrate the Indians into American culture. He promoted this integration by making provisions for the Indians when drafting the Northwest Ordinance of 1787. (Columbia Electronic Encyclopedia 2-3. Jefferson’s sentiments were made clear when he wrote in the Third Article of the Northwest Ordinance that, “The utmost good faith shall always be observed towards the Indians, their lands and property shall never be taken from them without their consent; and in their property, rights and liberty, they shall never be invaded or disturbed, unless in a just and lawfully authorized war by Congress; but laws founded in justice and humanity shall from time to time be made, for preventing wrongs being done to them, and for preserving peace and friendship with them." Furthermore, Jefferson asked the people to work along side the Indians to teach them to farm the land rather than to roam it hunting. He hoped that the Indians would become accustomed to farming as a way of life similar to the American settlers. He encouraged the settlers to educate the Indians not only through the schoolrooms but also by showing them how to use tools brought over from Britain. The Northwest Ordinance gave the Indians the right to govern themselves when they were on their own land. The Northwest Ordinance also set guidelines for the expansion of white settlements into the west. The Jeffersonian philosophy continued to influence future treaties. (Northwest Ordinance 4) However, the animosity between the Indians and Americans continued to grow even while formulating these treaties because of the decreasing land availability.
    In the beginning of the nineteenth century possession of land north of the Ohio River became an issue. Populations had increased in the upper eastern United States and farming became difficult, the people needed more land. The driving force in seeking land cession was Indiana Governor William Henry Harrison. By 1809 Governor William Henry Harrison negotiated 15 treaties with Indian tribes. These treaties created a hardship on neighboring tribes because as one tribe would cede its property to the United States, its neighboring tribe would have to absorb the new displaced tribe.
    One of the more infamous treaties negotiated by Harrison in 1809 was the Treaty of Fort Wayne. In the exhibits submitted to the U. S. Office for Indian Affairs: Fort Wayne Agency Letterbook. April 15, 1809 - Oct. 1, 1815 a summary stated that:
    A Treaty was concluded at this place on the 30th of Last month by his Excellency William Henry Harrison Governour of the Indiana Territory and commissioner on the part of the United States, with the Miamie, Delaware, Putawatamie and Eel River Tribes of Indians by which they have Ceded to the United States a Tract of Land on both sides of the Wabash River. They also ceded by the same Treaty a Tract of Twelve miles wide extending along the former boundary line established by the Treaty of Greenville as high up as Fort Recovery. The foregoing Cessions are computed at Two Millions Six hundred thousand Acres and contain some of the finest land in the United States.
    S. Office for Indian Affairs 28-29)
    This treaty was the prelude to the Indians participation in the War of 1812 on the side of the British.
    Tecumseh, the Chief of the Shawnee Nation, urged Native Americans to form a confederacy. His idea was to unite the tribes so that the white settlers and their government would see them, not as individual tribes, but as a nation. His doctrine was that no individual or tribe could sell title to Indian land that was held in common to all Indians in a region. Tecumseh refuted the validity of Governor Harrison’s Treaty at Fort Wayne and traveled to visit the southern tribes in an effort to bring this message to them and hopefully enlist them into the confederacy.(U.S Office for Indian Affairs 27-28)
    Leaving his brother called the “Prophet” in charge of a village by the name of Prophetstown (which served as his headquarters) Tecumseh set out for the southern tribes. Governor Harrison knew that Tecumseh was going to start trouble. He asked President Monroe for assistance and authorization to attack the Indians, but President Monroe would only authorize defensive measures to protect the Indiana Territory. The southern states also were having their share of difficulties with the Indian tribes and Monroe did not want to have war on both ends of the country at one time. The formulation of an Indian confederacy was something that he wanted to avoid and he did not want anything to arise which would create any sense of solidarity between the northern and southern tribes. He, therefore, did not want to take any offensive stands against the Indians. (Utley 132)
    However, while Tecumseh was traveling south, Harrison sent orders to bring 1000 troops to Prophetstown. (Utley 133) While the troops were in route to Prophetstown, Governor Harrison became aware that some of the horses had been stolen from one of the army dispatch riders and assumed that Indians must have stolen them. (Utley 133) Governor Harrison had what he needed to start the defensive action against the tribe. He proceeded to demolish Prophetstown. In return, the Indians swore their allegiance to the British in the War of 1812. Tecumseh fought and was killed in the Battle of the Thames, in Ontario on October 5, 1813. (Vanderwerth 52)
    The southern tribes were angered upon hearing of the destruction of Prophetstown and Tecumseh’s death. The message Tecumseh had brought to them regarding a confederacy had more appeal than ever. Long before Tecumseh had come to speak with the Cherokees and other southern tribes the Tellico Treaty of 1798 had been signed. It promised that the United States “on its sacred national honor” would guarantee to protect the land of the Cherokees “forever.” (Indian Affairs 56) History shows that the Cherokees paid a high price for believing that the Americans would treat them honorably and protect their lands.
    The tribes of the Creeks, Choctaws and Chickasaws had also made treaties with the United States for the purpose of establishing roadway systems for trade routes. These tribes believed that the white man’s government would also do as it had promised but they too became dismayed with the actions of the Americans.(Native American Navigator 6-8)
    The land set aside in the Northwest Territory together with the property acquired in the Louisiana Purchase of 1803 created a large mass of unsettled land west of the Mississippi. The Indians knew that the Americans had acquired this land and that the majority of common citizens could be made to believe that since the Indians did not show any convincing signs of becoming more civilized through interaction with the Americans, that displacement of the tribes would be more a humane practice than trying to persist in integrating them into society. This placed pressure on the tribes to make further treaties and succumb to the wishes of the Americans. (Carl Vinson Institute of Government 2)
    The 1796 Treaty of Colerain defined the boundaries of the lands of the Creek Nation. The Creeks gave up certain land tracts that the Americans wanted for trade purposes. They retained a large enough tract of land for their daily needs and avoided a confrontation with the Americans. However, as the Americans were able to roam more freely across the Creek land they also become more envious of it. (Carl Vinson Institute of Government 3)
    The Creek leader, Red Eagle, that had met with Tecumseh led the 1813 attack on the Americans at Fort Mims, located on the lower Alabama River and was the fortress and home of a wealthy settler named Samuel Mims. Samuel Mims was sheltering 500 settlers from the Creek Indians. The Creek Indians burned the house down together with the property and killed 464 of the 500 people. Andrew Jackson, commander of the Tennessee militia, was called in to defend the surrounding towns. Andrew Jackson defeated the Creeks in what later became known as the Battle of Horseshoe Bend. The victory had two important results: it made a hero of Andrew Jackson, promoting him to General, putting him in charge of the entire southern theater of the war, and it led to the cession of the remaining Creek land. (“Native American Navigator” 7)
    Andrew Jackson later fought in the Battle of New Orleans gained him even more popularity in the American public.
    The British did try to protect the Indians in the Treaty of Ghent. The Ninth Article said that the Indians would revert to their pre-war status with “all possessions, rights, and privileges.” However, three circumstances resulted from the War of 1812 that made this unrealistic. The Indians could not revert to their prior status because they had lost the support of their biggest supporter, Britain. They lost their chance to form a Confederacy under the leadership of Tecumseh because he had been killed. They gained a new adversary in American’s newest hero, Andrew Jackson. (People and a Nation 257)
    Between the years of 1819 and 1823 trade market was volatile leading to economic instability. Contrarily, population increased among the southern states making the land even more valuable. This imbalance led to the idea of removal of Indians from the land, but through a backward attempt. In 1823 newly elected president James Monroe stated that, “With the Indian tribes it is our duty to cultivate friendly relations and to act with kindness and liberality in all of our transactions. Equally proper is it to persevere in our efforts to extend to them the advantages of civilization.” (Yale Law School 4)
    The idea of making the settlers teach the Indians to assimilate into the white society only frustrated the Americans and led them to demand the land belonging to the Indians from the government. They contended that the Indians could not be civilized. As the people became unwilling to share the land with the Indians they pressured President Monroe to do something about them. In 1824 president Monroe revitalized the idea of an Indian Removal Act. He popularized the idea that the Indians were unable to assimilate into society because they were uncivilized. Thus, he argued that they should be set apart for their own good. President Monroe commented that “pressed on every side by the white population, their government and morals will crumble since the change would be too rapid to admit their improvement in civilization.” (Dippie 48)
    Subsequent to this clash between the Americans and Indians Monroe had tried to rid himself of the problem by interceding with the affairs of the Indian tribes. This forced attempt to interfere with the tribes took the form of an act of Congress. The Civilization Fund Act created in 1825, schools for Indian children and placed agents on tribal territory. (Prucha 33) We no longer sought to assimilate Indians into society voluntarily. This Act taught American languages, methods and values to the next generation and agents watched over the old. Nevertheless, the Cherokee Nation agents informed Americans of their assimilation progress. The people of Georgia did not want to hear that the Cherokees had been successfully integrated into society because they wanted them to be removed “for their own good” as Monroe had said. Since the Cherokees had progressed they became a thorn in the side of the Georgians who would argue that the tribes should be removed from the white man’s influence.
    Evidence for the argument that the Cherokees had advanced and assimilated into the European society was obvious. Linguistically, there was evidence that they had progressed because they spoke two languages, English and Cherokee. They also owned slaves and had large plantations. Cherokee’s had their own alphabet and used it to create their own newspaper. The Cherokee Phoenix was established in 1822. It ran articles in columns side-by-side to one another in both English and Cherokee.
    They modeled their own constitution after the United State’s Constitution. This became a sign of insurrection against the Americans because the Cherokees were recognizing themselves to be a foreign nation within the United States. They established a governmental system encompassing courts and internal laws. They enacted a law in 1829 that made it punishable by death for any Cherokee to sell any land owned by the tribe. (Dippie 57-58)
    The people of the State of Georgia could not show that the Cherokees were uncivilized and needed to be moved because they could not assimilate. Rather, the Cherokees had learned from watching the Creeks and Seminoles that to fight against the Americans still resulted in the loss of tribal lands. They had become highly advanced and would fight the State of Georgia by using the American system to do it. (Prucha 45)
    Their old enemy, Jackson, had come to the forefront as the new President of the United States. In his first annual message to Congress in 1829, that with respect to the land west of the Mississippi River a territory was set aside where President Jackson stated:
    . . . each tribe having a distinct control over the portion designated for its use. There they may be secured in the enjoyment of governments of their own choice, subject to no other control from the United States than such as may be necessary to preserve peace on the frontier and between the several tribes . . . This emigration should be voluntary, for it would be as cruel as unjust to compel the aborigines to abandon the graves of their fathers and seek a home in a distant land. But they should be distinctly informed that if they remain within the limits of the States they must be subject to their laws.” (Prucha 48)
    The Indian Removal Act that had been promulgated by Monroe was becoming a reality but was not without opposition. Tennessee Congressman Davy Crockett fervently fought against its ratification and later would leave his political career after he opposed the Indians removal. Political leaders also spoke out against the Act were Daniel Webster and Henry Clay. However, the Indian Removal Act passed by one vote.
    The biggest opposition came not during the Act’s ratification, but from the Cherokee Nation itself through the use of the American courts. (About North Georgia 2) The Indians presented a petition to Jackson saying that the tribes needed to sign treaties for actions between them and the Americans. In the past treaties were drafted when dealing with tribes and the idea was that treaties required the two parties to agree on a specific issues. This let the Indians have some say in what they wanted to exchange for something they would give up, whereas, laws such as the Indian Removal Act were enacted without consulting them. Similar to the colonists with Britain before the Revolutionary War, the Cherokees were finding that they had no representation in the United States government over the battle for their lands. Andrew Jackson said that he did not have control over the state’s rights to enact laws. The Indians claimed that the ability to create treaties was a right afforded to the federal government through the Constitution and that the laws passed by the State of Georgia had no control over them. (Judgment Day 3)
    The court ruled against the Indians saying they had no right to hear a case from the Indians because they were not an entity of the United States. When the tribe sued Georgia in 1832 the court thought it had the right to rule over them and did so in their favor. In Worcester vs. Georgia, the court ruled that the Cherokee Nation was “sovereign nation” making the removal laws invalid. Chief Justice John Marshall explained after he “reviewed the history of relations with the Indians, the treaties with the Cherokees, and the Trade and Intercourse Acts which ‘Manifestly consider the several Indian nations as distinct political communities, having territorial boundaries, within which their authority is exclusive . . .’ Marshall then concluded: ‘The Cherokee nation, then, is a distinct community, occupying its own territory, with boundaries accurately described, in which the laws of Georgia can have no force . . . .” (Canby 238) It is after this decision that President Jackson is said to have said that the Chief Justice John Marshall “has made his decision, now let us see him enforce it.” (Indian Wars 151)
    John Marshall could not protect the Cherokee Nation. The court’s decision said that the Indians must be a recognized party to agreements. Ironically, it became a treaty once again that would be the instrument used against the Cherokees.
    In 1833 the Treaty of Echota between the Cherokee Nation and the United States was signed by Major Ridge, representing less than 500 of the 17,000 Cherokees. Although it appeared that the Treaty of Echota was valid, the Cherokees did not believe it was not since it did not have the signature of the elected representative. John Ross, the elected official for the tribe, was unaware of the treaty’s signing until afterwards Major Ridge had signed it. John Ross presented a petition to President Jackson signed by the majority of the Cherokees but was told that the signature of Major Ridge was all that was needed to make an agreement between the United States and the Cherokees.
    The Cherokee Nation was moved to forts within the State of Georgia before they were sent to Indian Territory. Eighteen forts were established for the purpose of providing a confined area for the temporary housing for these tribes. The construction of these forts had begun even before the Indian Removal Act had been passed. A group of men called the Georgia Guard was assigned to Fort Hinar Sixes to watch over and control the Cherokees. Forts were built as quickly as they could be in order to herd the Cherokees into them as soon as possible after the Act was passed. In 1835 roads were built to commence the track that the Indians would follow to reach the territory set aside for them. (“Cherokee Removal Forts” 1-3)
    On May 18, 1838, the Georgia Guard began the process of removal. The Georgia Guard was charged with maintaining stability and control over the Cherokees and ordered not to harm the Cherokees while they were in their care. Provisions that had been set aside for the Cherokees were sold to settlers. This resulted in a drop in birth rates due to the malnutrition. Of the 4,000 deaths resulting from the trip known as the Trail of Tears one-third of them were as a result of malnutrition. Other evidence of the brutality shown toward the Cherokee nation is seen in a quote from a member of the Georgia Guard, “During the Civil War I watched men die, including my own brother, but none of that compares to what we did to the Cherokee Indians.” (“Cherokee Removal Forts” 1-3 )
    The inhumanity of the Georgia Guard’s control over the process was resulting in many unwarranted deaths. The statistics relating to the Indians that would leave a fort versus the amount that arrive in the territory west of the Mississippi were shocking. Consequently, John Ross once again sought the protection of his people. He made a proposal and Congress approved it which allowed the Indians to travel in smaller groups so that they could forge for food along the way. (“Cherokee Removal Forts” 1-3)
    The atrocities and death rates were so high that many looked to stories to reduce their sadness. One of these stories is about a rose that still grows still along the Trail of Tears. The rose petals are white and symbolized the tears of mothers and the gold center symbolized the gold that was found in the hills of Georgia. This flower has become the Georgia state flower. The Cherokees traveled 1,200 miles sometimes through the harsh winter months to arrive in Oklahoma.
    The tribes adjusted to the new land even though their diet was new and they were unfamiliar with local game. They incorporated the buffalo into their diets and used the remaining parts for tools and clothing. They maintained their former governments. Having been removed and consolidated into an area west of the Mississippi, however, did not stop the Americans from interfering with the ways of the Indians.
    The sentiment of Hartley Crawford, Commissioner of Indian Affairs was displayed in his annual report of 1839. He indicated that the communal sharing of property by the Indians was contrary to the American view of civilization. This showed his intolerance towards their traditional way of life, wherein, the Chief was responsible for the welfare of his people. The Commissioner wanted a more patriarchal system rather than one person or a council responsible for the entire tribe. He wanted their allotments to be given to the heads of the households rather than to the Chiefs. He also advocated that the children would be subjected to a Christian schooling, hopefully changing what he viewed as an immoral society. (Prucha 73-74)
    In 1849, Commissioner Medill had an even more racist view of the Indian. He actually stated that we were the “superior race” and that “apathy, barbarism, and heathenism must give way to energy, civilization and christianity.” (Prucha 77) He thought the solution was to make the Indians work. He viewed the nature of the Indians as frivolous because all they wanted to do was to participate in wars and hunt, he suggested that “nothing can induce him to resort to labor, unless compelled to do so by a stern necessity; and it is only then that there is any ground to work upon for civilization and Christianizing them.” (Prucha 78)
    The decade of the 1850’s was a sad reflection of our treatment towards the Indians. A snapshot of history would have found the once strong, viable and respectful people constrained to foreign land within the country they had once been free to inhabit. A people who had recorded no diaries to relay their heritage to their young were asked to rewrite a new history from a much less noble place in time. Jefferson’s idea that the Indians were not to be invaded or disturbed was destroyed and the fact was that their land and property was taken from them without their consent. ( )
    The peace Americans had incorporated into their own Constitution never was meant to include the Indians. The pursuit of inalienable rights such as life, liberty and happiness may have been provided for in documents, but our actions never made them part of our relations with the Indians. Nevertheless, the civilized Cherokee Chief John Ross maintained the integrity of his tribe when he spoke to them in view of the upcoming Civil War and stated the following:
    “The Cherokee people stand upon new ground. Let us hope that the cloud which overspread the land will be disbursed, and that we shall proper as we have never done before. New avenues to usefulness and distinction will be open to the ingenuous youth of our country. Our rights of self-government will be more fully recognized and our citizens be no longer dragged off upon flimsy pretext to be imprisoned and tried before distant tribunals. No just cause exists for domestic difficulties.” (Indian Oratory 95-86)



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    Saturday, November 1st, 2003
    12:12 pm
    halloween
    so heres a run down of the night.
    me and ct = abandoned warehouse= notgoing to happen.so jackie gets a sad face and decides to put on the costume anyways and not let the child inside die.so her childish self goes to sylvan to visit brents party.we decide to go into the residential neighborhoods and trick or treat.which kicked so much ass bc chocolate is my vice.so we go back up to the party and he tells me he a new pet.thinking its its soft i agree to hold it for awhile.not knowing its a massive snake named ben.well ben decides he likes jackies armpit and boobies and proceeds to wrap himself into and around these areas.i actually like the snake.im thinking about getting one for the room,but i small one.bc it has to cohabitate with Timmy the chinchila which soon will be donning our abode.so we get this call from the guy i think looks like mr potato head bc none of facial features match.he says"come to a party",inside i want to vomit.but i decided to step ito the danger zone.danger zone=frat party.jackie wants to die.girls=slutty, guys=dumb.so i begin to laugh at the situation i have gotten myself in.so i say im leaving.
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    so heres a run down of the night.
    me and ct = abandoned warehouse= notgoing to happen.so jackie gets a sad face and decides to put on the costume anyways and not let the child inside die.so her childish self goes to sylvan to visit brents party.we decide to go into the residential neighborhoods and trick or treat.which kicked so much ass bc chocolate is my vice.so we go back up to the party and he tells me he a new pet.thinking its its soft i agree to hold it for awhile.not knowing its a massive snake named ben.well ben decides he likes jackies armpit and boobies and proceeds to wrap himself into and around these areas.i actually like the snake.im thinking about getting one for the room,but i small one.bc it has to cohabitate with Timmy the chinchila which soon will be donning our abode.so we get this call from the guy i think looks like mr potato head bc none of facial features match.he says"come to a party",inside i want to vomit.but i decided to step ito the danger zone.danger zone=frat party.jackie wants to die.girls=slutty, guys=dumb.so i begin to laugh at the situation i have gotten myself in.so i say im leaving.
    <now its a little know fact that maxium rated hampshires halloween party number 4 in the world,hampshires down the road> swifty gets sick and we visit him.he was suppost to be the guy with the frying pan from battle royale.
    i decide that im going to try for hampshire,even though security is wicked tight and its invite only.well knowing its a smart school,i say i know < some chinese sounding name> their like sure,im like your dumb and i rule.best party ever.the guys from pg99 played along with some of joshua fit for battle.im in heaven.its all the things your parents didnt want you to see.sex and violence,the smell of drugs.danced until my feet bled,and had one of the best times ever.jen was a dancin fiend too. so i see will, and jayson.they want us to hit up the bars with them,we say no.took some pictures,then the alcohol and drugs that everyone was on i think kicked in all of a sudden.bc some kid kicked me.will gets upset and tells the guy he has to kiss me and make up for it. i say no and quickly walk away.but the carnal nature is wonderful.jackie is happy.but jackie is cold and its 3 in the morning.jackie meets Lee. lee is a film major,but works in liquor store.he is also straightedge.i know something isnt right.but he wants the phone number and he was friends with will so i give him the cell.take some more pictures.eat some more candy.watch some more carnal nature displayed.im happy.im cold.its 430 so we decide to leave.take the bus.freeze all the way back to the dorm.

    moral of the story; frat parties are really a joke.swift shouldnt be sick.candy and snakes rock my world.maxium parties really do rock.carnal nature is my friend,heaven IS a place on earth.Picnic should have been there.bc you kick start my rockin rollin heart.im the emo one.
    i want cider in a beer hat bc im a lazy.i want a candy apple.
    why cant halloween be for a week straight?i miss you halloween...tonites its a drag ball so more carnal, non straight nature to be displayed.


    Current Mood: silly
    Monday, October 27th, 2003
    7:21 pm
    i got a big fat fuckin bone to pick with you my darling...
    and that boy would wake everyday lonelier than the previous. he'd laugh at you bc it makes him feel better.he likes to hear himself talk bc it fills the voids left by fathers.voids left by time away from happiness. a happiness he'll never know.
    and you "take time for apologies"
    you should pick up drinking,and stop being so lonely.hug thre fucking bottle bc its the only thing that wont cuddle you back.its the only thing that wont hurt when its dry,bc by that time your happy."rules out the sorrow"
    "im making my plans for revenge"
    and thats all the times you read this lj.its all the times you check my away messages.my face is like the "kettle black orange and red".
    if you hate it all so much than end it. let daddys absent face be the barrel.let moms ranting be the grip.cock it to sound of your freinds laughing,and all the people that will never understand your "sorrow".let my face along with anyone who ever tried to love you be the bullet.and let that undeserved ego be last breath youll have.
    and you know what.i wont smile.id feel nothing for your death.bc in life you went out of your way to be dead.
    and i loved the ways you were dead.i had a love affair with death for awhile.
    and i dont hate you.i hate what you have done...
    and maybe youll wake up"all alone and waking up so relived".
    "alone" wont run away.it wont leave you for better things.
    and alone is what you left for me.
    thanks for last undeserved gift.
    "in case you haven't heard im sick and tired of trying.i wish you would take my radio to bathe with you.plugged in and ready to fall...


    and now im thinking of things that are real.like picnics and sleepytime tea

    Current Mood: content
    Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
    4:54 pm
    its too cold
    so ive become obsessed with the idea of possibilites.
    started to work my way up into the socialism scheme.
    going to salem on sat. with jen. so much fun.
    found out my friend is in a coven with the guy from godsmack,weird.

    and the cold makes me think of picnics.i envy all who have the ability to have a picnic...
    and i want deep kisses. i wanta fucking cuddle and a horror movie.i want to visit You in NY.
    but all is going really well. too well so im waiting for something to fall apart. my gpa so far is 3.89, how awesome is that? and i get to help out at animal club at the open call. i think ill be to sad to give kitties shots though.

    Current Mood: chipper
    Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
    12:32 am
    the info to access his silly thing is jaclynk@student.umass.edu, password is kk13@aol.- ben.your a
    http://www.shutterfly.com/order/picture_dt.jsp?state=67b0de21ab61c998c4e1&idx=2
    ."dont fuck around with my,well her, album, cause she'll get you"- ben.your a dork. this is stupid.why did you create this stupid thing?
    thanks for handing out my info.well anyways i kept it on here. and ps i had to change my info now. no more pictures for you!

    Current Mood: awake
    Tuesday, October 14th, 2003
    5:54 pm
    you and me and friendly's
    and its like a fucking revolution going on inside.where thresholds are lost. and love and pain turn to passion.where the voices scream violence, and the look of it at all is orgasmic.where im meshing and thriving and the passion is fueling.
    but i want to feel kisses under skin. those kinds that make us bleed.makeout until were chapped and cracked.
    and they still say im crazy.
    meshing into that crazy beautiful.

    Current Mood: predatory
    Sunday, October 12th, 2003
    9:55 pm
    "vincent" - tim burton
    Vincent Malloy is seven years old,
    He's always polite and does what he's told.

    For a boy his age he's considerate and nice,
    But he wants to be just like Vincent Price.

    He doesn't mind living with his sister, dog and cat,
    Though he'd rather share a home with spiders and bats.

    There he could reflect on the horrors he's invented,
    And wander dark hallways alone and tormented.

    Vincent is nice when his aunt comes to see him,
    But imagines dipping her in wax for his wax museum.

    He likes to experiment on his dog Abacrombie,
    In the hopes of creating a horrible zombie.

    So he and his horrible zombie dog,
    Could go searching for victims in the London fog.

    His thoughts aren't only of ghoulish crime,
    He likes to paint and read to pass the time.

    While other kids read books like Go Jane Go,
    Vincent's favorite author is Edgar Allen Poe.

    One night while reading a gruesome tale,
    He read a passage that made him turn pale.

    Such horrible news he could not survive,
    For his beautiful wife had been buried alive.

    He dug out her grave to make sure she was dead,
    Unaware that her grave was his mother's flower bed.

    His mother sent Vincent off to his room,
    He knew he'd been banished to the tower of doom.

    Where he was sentenced to spend the rest of his life,
    Alone with a portrait of his beautiful wife.

    While alone and insane, encased in his tomb,
    Vincent's mother suddenly burst into the room.

    "If you want to you can go outside and play.
    It's sunny outside and a beautiful day."

    Vincent tried to talk, but he just couldn't speak,
    The years of isolation had made him quite weak.

    So he took out some paper, and scrawled with a pen,
    "I am possessed by this house, and can never leave it again."

    His mother said, "You're not possessed, and you're not almost dead.
    These games that you play are all in your head.

    You're not Vincent Price, you're Vincent Malloy.
    You're not tormented, you're just a young boy."

    "You're seven years old, and you're my son,
    I want you to get outside and have some real fun."

    Her anger now spent, she walked out through the hall,
    While Vincent backed slowly against the wall.

    The room started to sway, to shiver and creak.
    His horrid insanity had reached its peak.

    He saw Abacrombie his zombie slave,
    And heard his wife call from beyond the grave.

    She spoke from her coffin, and made ghoulish demands.
    While through cracking walls reached skeleton hands.

    Every horror in his life that had crept through his dreams,
    Swept his mad laugh to terrified screams.
    To escape the madness, he reached for the door,

    So he and his horrible zombie dog,
    But fell limp and lifeless down on the floor.

    His voice was soft and very slow,
    As he quoted The Raven from Edgar Allen Poe,

    "And my soul from out that shadow floating on the floor,
    Shall be lifted--Nevermore!"

    Current Mood: devious
    Sunday, October 5th, 2003
    11:35 pm
    your soo not part of the pack . . .
    i felt like today was my birthday. everything is going soooo good. jen and me went to dinner and the demonstration in nhampton. sarahs coming up tomorrow so it should be good time. ill be leaving with jen and will for brooklyn sometime this week so i can finnaly meet everyone. hyatt and me will be going to dinner on friday and then to borders. we had sooo much fun this weekend. i think he might take me to boston for some shopping . . .hint hint

    Current Mood: chipper
    Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
    6:19 pm
    me=happy
    so schools going really well. Me and swifty,brent and jen just got back from going to the zoo.



    its been a really long time since i was this happy. like happy you can feel and want to share with the world. happy that says this me and this me feeling really damn good. Hyatts been really big help lately. He really been supportive of everything and all the decisions ive chosen.
    Jen and i signed up for arts and crafts. Luckily the lady that owns it saw some of my stuff and ill be working a few nights a week. And ill get to work with swifty at the womens center on mondays too. ISO is good.And i have knitting class tonight at 7.
    Will wants to take me to Brooklyn,im alittle scared. but jen said she'd go so it wont be too scary. so overall things are really good up here. ill be back home this weekend for the haircut and to visit mark at his poetry convention. lisa will be there so it will be a good time.
    kick start my rockin rollin heart . . .

    Current Mood: giddy
    Friday, September 26th, 2003
    2:05 pm
    so had my first ISO meeting.
    I am so a socialist.
    Monday, June 9th, 2003
    7:51 am
    "he never wanted to be here."
    she didnt either
    because his face is the crucification of all that she hates.
    through him could be her salvation.

    "but theres no form of safety in here, jackie"

    yeah i always fail to remember theres no one to run to, when im running away.
    Sunday, June 8th, 2003
    1:59 pm
    "The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot"

    If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive.
    I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget... You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
    Thursday, May 22nd, 2003
    10:54 am
    and maybe i was too big for all of this
    and maybe all of her fears werent so far off from the presence of normal. the way the looks and silent conversations wrapped themselves in the meaninglessness called opinion. none of this mattered now.

    perhaps it never did.

    the trees reflected the dying of cells, the way the town was never quite green. like god had forgotten about our corner of the universe and thus the land was dead from eating itself. the doors were never big enough. fleeting childhood dreams. the doors never loomed the way they did in 5 year old memories.

    i always thought they were too small. windows, wings and mirrors never grasped the insincerity of waterford citizens.

    at 7 i had a thought that waterford was the extent of the world. i think they do too. they never saw past it.

    you could box it up with lies, fill the corners with the lost spines of potentially wonderful people. just define that it was this way everywhere else and you couldnt escape it. and it-it could eat the marrow of dreams, reduce it to configurations close to norm. its walls breathed dead air, to beat its dead heart. its presence was trivial. it can mean popularity, the fading away to non exsistence. the way everyone would love your hair. youd have the parties and all the people.

    but what would be so great about hanging out with the dead?

    and this is where i spent the days called growing up. which is close to throwing up all that you couldve ever amounted to.

    but i think i was too big for all of this, i had grown out of its skin long ago. shed it off. now im the one you notice in a room.

    "because you know she didnt belong here. she shed you off long ago."
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